This made me laugh SO hard

New Day

and today I think i'll be okay.  It will be easier than yesterday.  It has to get easier, right?

And I want to hate you so much because it's easier than the alternative.  I want to find all of your flaws and focus on that (the bad not the good).  I just don't want to think about you at all. ever. again.

&& today I took my first step towards a brighter future for myself.  It was a small step but you know that saying "slow & steady wins the race"

I'm moving forward.  No more looking back.

Note to self:

Hey you!  Stop that caring! Stop it right now! 

and then the rain showed up and I seemed to be okay for a little while.

Would you believe me if I said I'm in love? Baby, I want you to want me...

Well this has gotta be the longest crush ever
If I ever get to fuck it'd be the longest bust ever
Love is a drug, like the strongest stuff ever
And, fuck it I'm on one, you feel me?
For pete's sake, homie pull it together
Just fuck her him one time and be through it forever

 

 

MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY.

It is completely and utterly frustrating when someone consumes all of your thoughts. All damn day. For the past too many days that you've now lost count. And it sneaks up on you. It catches you in the quietest of moments and it leaves you wanting chaos to surround you just so you will have absolutely no chance to be left alone with your thoughts. Because my thoughts are all about you. And I hate it.

INTO THE WILD

"Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may have previously never have thought of doing or been hesitant to atteMpt.  So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are not conditioned to a life of security, conformity and conservation.  All of which may appear to give one peace of mind but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future.  The very basic core of a mans living spirit is his passion for adventure.  The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon for each day to have a new and different sun.  If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy.  But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty."