REALLY tired of giving people the benefit of the doubt.  It feels like every damn weekend I convince myself that you aren't  as bad as I know you to be.  That things can be good as long as I have a positive attitude.   But like clockwork you show your true colors and here I am pissed.  I'm not even sure if I'm mad at you anymore or just mad at myself.  When did I become the person who makes excuses for your behavior?  When did I become the type of person who would put up with your bs?

Things I tell myself..

Losing something is never easy.
Just keep reminding yourself it was never yours to begin with.