INTO THE WILD

"Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may have previously never have thought of doing or been hesitant to atteMpt.  So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are not conditioned to a life of security, conformity and conservation.  All of which may appear to give one peace of mind but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future.  The very basic core of a mans living spirit is his passion for adventure.  The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon for each day to have a new and different sun.  If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy.  But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty."

"No, I am not ok.  I am exhausted.

Life is exhausting.  Loving people is exhausting.

and thinking you've lost someone you love?

Well, that's the most exhausting thing of all."

"The worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all."

I need to get out of my head.  I need to stop thinking.  I need a distraction.

Tuesday love

I love Tuesday's.  And Tacos.  And margaritas.  And the fact that it feels like Summer already.  I love laughing so hard you're pretty sure you might die from lack of oxygen.  I love being around my friends and enjoying life and the simple things it has to offer.  And I especially love that awkward moment when your friend thinks that MAC MILLER and MACKLEMORE are the same person
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I hate tears.  Espcially when they are out of frustration and anger.  I am so glad that today is over.  It has been such a rollercoaster!

Note to self:  There's no crying at the office.

Cheer up girly...things have to get better.

And the truth is...

I live my life in two seasons: Summer and Christmas (yep, that's a season for me).  September-January I have nothing but Christmas on the brain.  February-August i'm itching for nothing but sun, sand and sea.  I think it's a good way to live.

It's been two weeks since the last time you said anything.  The only thing I can trust that comes out of your mouth is the silence...and it speaks volumes.  It tells me exactly what kind of person you are.