Things.

I love chai tea and cute mugs.  Sunny days & rainy nights.  Taking naps in the sunlight.  Staying up late and waking up early.  Laughing.  Sitting around doing absolutely nothing.  Trying to do everything.  Clothing in bright colors but wearing black because it's slimming.  Writing down all my due dates but never remembering any of them.  Setting out to do something free but always spending money.  Trying to explain myself even though I don't really know myself.

Excuse me while I disappear for a couple of days.

Ohyeahthatsrightimdoingme.

Sometimes you stay up all night just trying to hear yourself think.

I deleted all those words from 5 months ago.  All that nonsense.  Because I no longer had a place for them.  That's the beauty of word (docs)...you can erase them from memory, create a blank page and start all over.  When you're ready.

And i'm ready.

Dear Spring Break,
I want to thank you for being good to me this time around.  If there is anything I regret about you,  its not getting more sleep while you were here.  It seems these days I can never get enough sleep.  But now it's time to get back to the daily grind and push even harder before.  This is the home stretch now.  I can do this.  I will do this.

I'm just exhausted.

Starting over

"For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen:  A gaseous nebula must collapse.

So collapse.
Crumble.
This is not your destruction.
This is your birth."