You used to make me feel special.


And I miss that

Just call me 2 AM..

Looking back on last year the realization of how much had changed made me feel uneasy.  I somehow felt that my relationships, choices, actions, experiences should have been the same this summer as they were last.  Boy was I wrong.  Being in a different place means change and growth.  I'm not the same person I was a year ago and although sometimes I miss that person, I know that I couldn't have possibly accomplished any of the things i've accomplished over the past year being that girl.  Keep growing.

Taking Chances

Here is the thing I've learned over the past 8 months about taking chances...Mind you it's nothing revolutionary that hasn't been talked about before or realized by someone else before but it is a simple thought process that I needed to realize and come to on my own.  And it is this:

The success of "taking a chance" on something or someone is not dependent on if you win, get the job, get the guy, make more money etc.  You win by simply taking a chance.  The fact that despite all your fear, uncertainty, hesitation, self doubt you still took a chance on something or someone that has you feeling a certain kind of way about life!   To be honest by simply taking a chance your life has already changed.  You've already done better than yesterday and you are different than you were this morning.  At least I am.  So cheers to taking chances no matter what happens!  Cheers to taking control of your life, to committing to growing, changing and improving always!!!  And to taking chances, always.

When my absence doesn't alter your life, then my presence has no meaning in it.

Voltaire

"Lord, protect me from my friends; I can take care of my enemies."

I push and push and push just to see who is willing to push back.