Sto & The City

I wish I could be there for them in their time of grief they way they [she] was there for me, in mine.  They say that "absense makes the heart grow fonder..." well it also makes losses like this a little more bearable.  When death happens you always think about the things you should have said, the things you should have done, the time you should have spent etc.  Right now all I can be is grateful for what we did have.  When death happens it makes me think that there has to be something bigger than us.  A better place to look forward to, a bigger picture to complete.  There has to be.