Sto & The City

I have to take a minute to reflect on the last couple of weeks.  My new job has had me feeling all types of ways.  I have been feeling anxious, nervous,  ill-prepared, frustrated, annoyed and probably at least a dozen other types of emotions all in the span of about three weeks.  However, yesterday I was reminded that in the face of all these other (sometimes not so great) emotions I have a constant feeling of satisfaction.  Satisfaction that i'm doing my best every time I go to work and every time I interact with the kids.  It literally makes everything worth it when you get to make them laugh, or teach them something as small as a new word, or just to see them comfortable in the moment.  My life has seriously been a frenzy of tests, papers, work, SDSU exams and transcripts, NO sleep but I can't forget to be so incredibly  grateful to Him for giving me an opportunity to move forward and to grow.  I cannot thank my family enough for being so supportive and not taking it personal when i'm in a bad mood because i'm tired.  And I am so lucky to have an amazing group of friends that are happy for my new journey and are understanding in the reasons why I can't see them right now as much as I want to.  All of these people make this transition easier.  All of their support means the world to me.  And I have to constantly remind myself that it is when I am most uncomfortable and out of my element that I will grow.  Thank you ♥