Recipe for a splendid spring

There are only a couple more weeks of spring time left and I plant to make the most of it.  And here is the how to (via Lauren Conrad Website):

1 cup of collecting wildflowers

3 tablespoons of music festivals

A dash of Osaka Sushi

2 handfuls of springredients

2 tablespoons of my spring favorites

1 stick of 30+ SPF

A splash of adventure

A sprinkle of morning hikes

1 heaping scoop of laugher

Instructions:  Mix all ingredients together and enjoy!

Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person.

Spring cleaning

And for some reason it isn't until late at night that I finally start to get my life in order.  So here I go once again purging my life of useless [material] items as well as negative mind sets and people.  I'm cleaning the shit out of my life [figuratively speaking].  My ocd is about to kick in and I will dust, vacuum, throw away, alphabetize, color coordinate etc. my room and life tonight.  Cheers!

The fact that...

The fact that you listen to X amount of artists doesn't make you're taste or knowledge of music better than mine.

The fact that you take really good pictures with your iphone doesn't make you a great photographer it makes you good at editing.

The fact that you always have something to say doesn't make you smart it makes you annoying as hell.

The fact that you say you're a good friend doesn't make it true.  You're actions have proven otherwise.

The fact that you claim to be original, one of a kind, 'march to the beat of your own drummer' type is false.  I've seen you before, dozens of times.  Honey, you ain't nothin' special.

You're not authentic...you're calculated.

And why does this bother me so much?
You hate the fact that you bought the dream and they sold you one

School is over...

Use spring as your alibi.
Spring is for breaking.  Pack nothing. 
Leave without a note.  Follow your internal compass.
Wear what you slept in, sleep in what you're wearing.  Use SPF.  Listen to the
ocean, but don't take it's advice word for word.  Insist on karaoke.  Display skin.  Attract
a following.  Steal a heart.  Lose track of time.  L I V E  Y O U R  L I F E.

This anxiety is killing me!

I am already so over this week and it just started.  I hate how I do this to myself...get all psyched up about things only to be completely consumed with anxiety before it happens and then not want anything to happen.  Get it together girl! You're ruining this experience!

On my bucket list...

To go here and do this!